Pushing Forward and <3 Arching back

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 23:38:06 GMT

NEW USER NAME:

nightvisionlove

GO, AND ADD YOURSELVES, PLEASE

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 22:50:33 GMT

PEEEPSSSSSSSSSSSS

I'm changing my user name! i'll post up what it is in a sec. when you see this, just comment that you did, or im me or something. then add me, on my new one.

=]

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 04:00:43 GMT

Dre's over, and we're having a jolly good time.

<33333333333333333

And, I want all the friends that I've met on lj to know, that you;re all really cool, and i consider you real friends.

And, Dre and I can't WAIT for high school.

But, I'll tell you all about our talks of the future tomorrow.

Or, not.

STUPI HOE

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 23:37:53 GMT

That "TAKAH, STUPI HOE" this that Hannah does is stuck in my head. And, I really don't like it.

I feel like school is SO FUN NOW. I'm making a lot more friends...like micheal. HAHA, I freakin' love that kid. I keep telling him that he had beautiful eyes, which he does, but he dosen't belive me. Micheal, you're suuch a sweetheart, one day you'll get your princess, she's waiting for you somewhere! <3

ANYWHO.

Dre is my best friend. She freakin' finishes my sentences now. 5 months dude, that's all it took... and Dani. That girl. She cracks me up. I know we'll always be best friends. But, i know something will break in high school ... i can feel like, and i never let go of my feelings. it always happens. but, is that because i want myself to be right, or because, i was right all along?

HAHA. That was so cheesy.

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 20:47:55 GMT

This weekend wasn't bad,

Just, uneventful.

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 03:29:42 GMT

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 01:07:27 GMT

I hope you're having a batter weekend then I am, friends.

I was suppost to be going to the movies with Danielle, but of course, she dosen;t feel like going. She said we could go around 7. I was ready at 6:45, and she hadn't even called.

I'm not doing freakin' anything tomorrow. I'll go to the movies by myself if I freakin' have to. If I even freakin' want to. I'll see FInding Neverland, and cry, by myself.

I feel like I'm always by myself these days, even though I'm always surrounded by people.

...I,I know whatt you did. Just like a boy of summer gives his first kiss. Love is dancing on my finger. We got to the matter and l i n g e r e d ...

I'll dunk you, very much

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 05:14:24 GMT

DUDE.

I went to best buy tonight. I SAW DANI'S EMO BOYFRIEND. The kid had black hair, and a lip ring, and these girls jeans from american eagle, and this dickies racing jacket, and he was BUY THE YELLOWCARD CD!.

i was like, damn it, dani that lucky bitch. :]

AND I GOT MY VIDEO CAMERA. TOMORROW ME AND DANI GOTTA FILM OUR TRUTH VIDEO!

hmm. that's all their is to say.

except, that i think i like someone. i think.

have a nice weekend, everybody. and ill call you tomorrow dani, so we can have some FUN<33

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 22:39:37 GMT

is that all i could ever ask for, or what?

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 03:55:38 GMT

I missed Dre Today.

BUT THAT'S OK, CAUSE YOU'RE GONNA SEE OUR NAMES IN LIGHTS, MAM, OR MISTER. WE'RE GONNA HAVE OUR OWN SHOW!!!!!!!!!

I <333333333333 you Dre. You're my best friend. <3333333333333333

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 02:00:41 GMT

Didn't go to school today.

Best day of my god damned life.

Red Ranger Came Calling

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 02:39:24 GMT

I'll just put what sucked from today:

Dani AND Dre wern't in school today. Well, Dre was, but she was in ISS.
My Dad got all on my case.
My Mom started nagging me.
I STILL haven't etten anything scince lunch.
My contacts are blinding me, because they aren't the right percribtion.
I saw the tears weel up in Hannah's eyes, when she told me that she had an lder sister that died when she was six.

Yea. Shitty ass day, bitch.

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 00:45:23 GMT

--Name: Teni
--Birthdate: January 25th
--Eye color: brown
--Hair color: jet black
--Height: 5'2
--Righty or Lefty: rightr
--Zodiac Sign: aquarious
--Innie or Outtie: innie

// Ver. 2 - Describe

--Your Heritage: Nigerian
--The Shoes You Wore Today: new Converse reissue
--Your Weakness: watching couples at the mall, then i'm boyless
--Your Fears: spiders, snakes, mouse
--Your Perfect Pizza: really cheesy, not a lot of cheese, with nothing on it
--One thing You'd Like to Achieve: become the one of the greatest actresses in the world

// Ver.3

--What is your most overused phrase?: "loooser!"
--Your first thoughts waking up: oh crap. my breath must reek
--The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes, and hair
--Your best physical features: my butt, as people tell me
--Your bedtime: hmm...when ever my mom screams for me to get off the computer
--Greatest Fear: losing my independence
--Your Most Missed Memory: my friends back in new jersey...

// Ver.4

--Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
--McDonald's or Burger King: WENDYS
--Single or Group Dates: single
--Adidas or Nike: none
--Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
--Cappucino or coffee: cappucino
--Boxers or Briefs: boxers, please

// Ver.5

--Do you smoke?: no
--Cuss?: like a motha fucka
--Sing Well?: hmm, i think i do
--Do you think you've been in love?: no, but i wish i have been
--Want to go to college: yes
--Liked High School?: CAN NOT WAIT TO GO!
--Want to get married?: yes
--Type with fingers on the right keys: nope. i keep trying to learn, but i forget
--Get motion sickness: nope
--Think you're attractive: considerably
--Think you're a health freak: NO
--Get along with parents: yes, pretty well
--Like Thunderstorms: love um

// Ver.6 - in the past month, did/have you:

--Consumed Alchohol: not this month, but last month
--Have Sex: no
--Made Out: no
--Gone On Date: i wish
--Go To the Mall: uh, huh
--Eaten an entire box of Oreos: haha, yes
--Eaten Sushi: no
--Gone Skating: no, but i wish i had, ice skating is fun
--Made Homemade cookies: yes, yesterday
--Been in Love: no
--Gone Skinny Dipping: no
--Dyed your hair: YES!! on friday, with my best friends
--Stolen Anything: nope .. i dont think

// Ver.7

--Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: no, not yet.
--Been trashed or completely intoxicated: no, but for somereason, i think i will be
--Been caught "doing something"?: no
--Been Called a "Tease": no
--Shoplifted?: no

// Ver.8

--Age you hope to be married?: 22-25
--Numbers and Names of Children?: 2-4 children. Boys names: Sydney Wyatt, Derek Johnathon, Talan Jeremy, and Radley Renolyds. and any of them can have the nickname DIETER!! Girls names: Paris Jem, Scout Louise, DonnaTella Rasmine, Kegan Marie
--Describe your dream wedding: in the bahamas, or in francem in the spring
--How do you want to die?: peacefully, or for a friend
--Where do you want to go to college: Yale, NYU, or UCLA
--What do you want to be when you grow up?: an acctress, or a pharmasit
--most like to visit?: L.A.!

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 23:11:59 GMT

I'll just put the jokes of today:

"Nevver again."
"Fransico."
"AHHH, I WAS JUST GONNA THAT SAY!"
"NoooooooHHHHOOOOoooooo!!!!!!!!!"
"Let's no get all hickish Mr.Kleiwer."
"Grrrrraahhhhhh."
"I'M NOT HIGH I SWEAR!"
"I DID NOT SLEEP WITH THAT 23 YEAR OLD GUY. I JUST SLEPT WITH HIM!"
"Rooby Robby Roo, where are you?"
"I WANT THE TRUTH! EVEN IF IT HURTS! I DON'T CARE NO MORE NO!!" <--funniest shit of all, with my besterest friend, dre.

Yea. Awesome ass day, bitch.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 00:21:54 GMT

What did I tell you. OLD SCHOOL Good Charlotte is pretty damn OK.

Christmas By The Phone.Good Charlotte

Another year, Another tree
But this year you won't be with me
And it don't, feel much like christmas
We used to watch the same old shows
Sing Social D on the radio
But it don't, feel much like christmas
This used to be, my favourite holiday
My Christmas Eve was filled with dreams
But you chased them all away

[Chorus]
Why did you leave me for Christmas?
You left me lonley its true,
Could you have waited till New Years?
At least the year would be through...

And now the misletoe's hanging
For no reason at all
And all the presents are still wrapped
But you don't even call

I took a walk to where we go
There were lights and there was snow
But it don't feel, much like christmas

And people ask me how you've been
I fake a smile and say ok,
But i don't feel, much like christmas

You used to be, my favourite holiday
But now you're gone, i'm all alone
And all that I can say

[Chorus]
Why did you leave me for Christmas?
You left me lonley its true,
Could you have waited till New Years?
At least the year would be through...

And now the misletoe's hanging
For no reason at all
And all the presents are still wrapped
But you don't even call

Waiting here alone
Christmas by the phone
Said I'm Waiting here alone
Spending Christmas by the phone...

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 01:37:37 GMT

This weekend was fun

On friday, Dre came over after school, and we got ready to go to Dani's. Then we went over there, and we dyed Dre and my hair. Dre's looked awesome. Mine loked ok. I just dyed it dark, but you couldn't really tell. I put highlights, but you can't really see them, unless you're a good 6 inches taller them me, like Dre. :]
Then, we accidently got dye on Danielle's mom's carpet. We tried cleaning it out, and we did the best we could, but it didn't come out completly. It was barley noticable.

Then, today, Dre and I went to the mall. Dani couldn't come cause she had to spend time with her mom. We went and walked around for a while, waiting for Tyla. We passed Abercrombie and Fitch. HOLY SHIT DUDE. We see this guy will no shirt on, a BITCHIN' 6 pack, jeans with his boxers hanging out, and flip flps standing out there. I called Dani to tell her, cause he was totally her type. As Dre put it "If Dani had sen him, she would have had a full on orgasm." We even too a picture with him! His name is Jordon, and he works at Abercrombie. He asked us out names and was like "You guys are cool. I wish I was as cool as you rguys are when I was your age." Dani would have died.

So now I'm here, eating some homemade cookies and thinking. I'm totally content with myself these days- my body, my life, my friends, where I live. There's only one thing that I'd change, and that's being totally boyless. But, Dre says that they come wiht time. Easy for her ass to say. She's go Tyla. They were so cute together at the mall today...

...So yea. Things are pretty damn good these days. :] I just hope I don't end up eating my words.

Well, cut my legs off and call me shawtie ...

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 05:03:50 GMT

ISN'T THAT THE STUPIDEST PHRASE YOU'VE EVER FREAKIN' HEARD?

Yea I know. And my dad will NOT stop saying it. URGH.

The only fun parts of today were GYM and going to the Nothstar mall with my mom. I think my parents feel gulity cause they've been fighting so much, cause my mom let me get whatever I wanted. I got a pair of converse, some shoelaces, a bob marley beanie from hot topic, and a belt.

Zakyla and Jasmine keep trying to freakin' JUMP me during gym. They take my shoes, and take my legs and flip me over. And then there's Will and Even who use it as a freakin' football. I tacled Wills ass today. Man. I don't get any respect.

Anyways, I'm going to the movies with Dre and Dani tomorrow. I dunno, I just feel like Dre dosen't me with her secrests or something. First of all, I don't have anybody I'm gonna tell, but Dani, and she tells Dani the same thing anyways. And secondly, there's just this huge huge gap, and it feels like something's MISSING. There's just a bunch of shit i don't know.

Then on Saturday I'm prolly going to see HAIRSPRAY! It seems so good.

Then on Sunday, homework and a time to relax. I don;t get a lot of that these days ...

skater xx CHiLD: i dunno
skater xx CHiLD: things are kinnda crazy these days
skater xx CHiLD: dont you feel like things are werid these days?
skater xx CHiLD: i have this werid feeling
skater xx CHiLD: i feel like im running all over the place
wherespeter 809: yes!
wherespeter 809: yeah
wherespeter 809: this week has gone by really fast
wherespeter 809: but like slow at the same time
wherespeter 809: its weird
skater xx CHiLD: exactly

it's as if she reads my mind....

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 23:48:13 GMT

Bad Mood all of a sudden.

Anyways, school today was TOTALLY FREAKY!! Dani, we really gotta stop with that reading eachothers mind shit! It's freakin' CRAZZZZZY! haha, you're my besterest friend Danielle ... how can you not be, your practically me.

Max and Hannah have seriously gotta stop biting at each other. DAMN IT, they just sit there and correct eachother. It's so freakin' annoying. Max thinks Hannah's always shooting him down, but Hannah thinks he just can't take anything seriously. Sooner or later, it'll be Max who sits somewhere else, just liek Raven, Brittany and Aaron.

Losing Aaron wasn't much, but Raven and Brittany as my friends. Especially RAVEN. That chick and I beat the crap out of eachother during running today! It was freakin' great!

Speaking of gym: I was so freakin hyper today. I was dancing and sining with Zakayla and Jasmine.
Speaking of Zakayla: I'm dressing like her on Friday, and I think she's dressing like me. Haha. It's gonna be where it's at.

I LOOOVE contacts. Their just..sex in a bottle.

UGH. I hate hypocrites.

Good day ... taking about it put me in a bit of a better mood. =]

Might be making my LJ friends only and/or getting a new user name so, watch out for that.

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 02:24:18 GMT

I finally got contacts. YAA-motha fuckin'-HAA.

They hurt like hell though.

Anyways, school starts tomorrow, and I'm ready to go back. Then, it's just three more weeks till TWO WEEKS of christmas break. This year is going by SO fast. And when it's over, off to high school.

I just hope me, dre and dani will still be friends all through out high school. I mean, who knows, it could be dani and dre, and i become the odd one out. the one who just, changes.

I hope not.

Hm. I thought I had more to say then this. Oh well.

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 18:57:29 GMT

This vacation was SO FREAKIN' NEEDED. BUt, I'm ready o go back to school dude. I'm bored as hell.

I think I'm hanging out with Dre, the DIRTY ROCKSTAR WITH AN EVEN DIRTIER BODY, who mad this DIRTY LAYOUT. I love that indie folk star/sex symbol.

I miss Dani, but it looks like she's having fun in Dallas. I had a dream that she moved back there, and when me and Dre went to visit her, she forgot about us, she didn't know who we were. There's was more in the dream, but I can't remeber it.

Well, I'm going to go and watch the Phil of the Futrue marathon. LOVE THAT DIRTY RICKY ULLMAN.

And when I say Dirty, I mean SUPERBLY BODATIOUS.

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 03:16:15 GMT

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Fri, 26 Nov 2004 00:24:53 GMT

Skin Like Ice: this commercial came on
Skin Like Ice: for pilsburry something or another
Skin Like Ice: and the little dough boy dude
Skin Like Ice: was like swinging
Skin Like Ice: on this rope
Skin Like Ice: and he was like "WEEEEEEE!"
Skin Like Ice: and i thought he said "weed"
Skin Like Ice: and i was like what the hell

I am thankful for Dre and Dani this thanksgiving.

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 01:40:51 GMT


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Laguna Beach seems so fake..but I know it's reality.

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 04:38:19 GMT

Been watching Laguna Beach. HOLY CRAP. It makes me want to move to California so bad. And, I know that Dani really wants to go to college there. I can imagine me and her, crusin' down LB, singing at the top of our lungs, in a cute little convertable like the one Lo got in the graduation episode.

That episode is making me think of my future too. I might be moving back to New Jersey. Do I even want to? I mean, I miss my friends so much, SO, SO MUCH, but Dani and Dre are such GOOD FRIENDS, and Dani is like, my twin or something. And, what the hell do I wanna be when I grow up? I've been thinking about acting, but I'm really not that great. So what if I got the lead in class. So did MEGHAN for fucks sake, so I really don't know if that's a good way to measure my acting skills.

I remeber having so many friends in Paramus, so many GOOD ones, and it's kinnda depressing to think of what I left behind.

But, then there's what I gained.

CAN'T WAIT TO GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL, AND LIVE IN CALI WITH DANI. well, maybe. I guess I can only hope.

And to all my friends back in Jersey, I PROMISE that I'll visit soon...don't worry.

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 02:03:02 GMT

I've been having such bad mood swings these days, you'd think I was having a god damn baby.

I cry for NO freakin' reason. I don't even feel sad or anything, I just cry. I get pissed of at the stupid crap ever, and I start giggling at nothing. You could wiggle your pinky, and I'd find it funny.

Jeepers Creepers, it's so freakin' werid!

Anyways, had an OK weekend. Went over to Dre's and went to the movies. Meh. Got ignored most of the time, but, whatever. I'm mot even pissed about it.

URGH, I freakin' miss Dani. She's the one a talk about this shit with. Whatever. I'll talk to her soon.

No school all week. YA-HAA> MORE SLEEP.

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